Walking With the Old to Death's Gate

We all know so much less about death than weare being forewarned. When people thank us for all
should. Yet, no matter how much we hide from it, itwe have done and tell us they love us, maybe we
finds us all. If we could just admit that death isare being forewarned.
inevitable, we would spare family members from theWhen they say, "I won't be here next year," we are
moral pressure to undergo useless treatments muchbeing forewarned.
more terrible than dying.Those who fear death are always in ignorance.
If we were not afraid to mention death, as if theThose who understand its profound relationship to
word would complete the deed, then we wouldthe way we live our lives probably have a pretty
release all the family from the pretense that death isgood sense of its approach. Regardless of the
not in the house.trappings and tarradiddles of human religious politics, in
Then, believe me because I've seen it, those hoursall societies and all times human beings have had the
and days left to to share with the dying familysame kind of before and after-death experiences.
member would be rich beyond compare. Being freeDeath comes for us all, no exceptions. No matter
to be with each other in the truth of dying allowshow thin or how exercised you are, no matter how
true opening of the heart. Of course, there ismany organic vegetables you eat, you'll die.
sadness, but there is also a precious opportunity toGuaranteed. We are living in a society obsessed with
love and cherish and tell the truth.not dying. Maybe, instead, we could practice being
How do we know someone we care for, and about,people who will both live and die. Why wait until the
is going to die? My experience as a caregiver is thatannouncement of forthcoming death to bring that
very often we do know. There is not a true indicatorintensity of living into our lives.
-- the heart beats, blood pressure is usual, eatingAs a caregiver, I have always found that those who
happens and yet... and yet... We get a feeling. We seeare afraid to live are also afraid to die, whereas
that something has changed. We just know.those who have lived fully, for however long or short
Sometimes people tell us they feel death is near.a time, don't fear death. That doesn't mean we don't
Sometimes they tell us dreams which warn us.feel nervous about the process. Almost everyone
"Last night I dreamed I was walking by myself andhas that "Uh-oh" feeling about how it is to let go of
this woman came up to me and told me it was timethe body. But the bigger picture -- and it is nothing to
for me to go home," says an old lady. As ado with what people have been taught in church, in
caregiver, you know you are possibly beingtemple or in science -- is that the biggest heart also
forewarned. When dead relatives come to visit, weencompasses the big truth of death.